lUrbE waS nEbEr m0ii tO stArt wiF..

haiish..

2005-10-14T01:43:00.000+08:00

haiish.. miie change blogskin le.. shoo long neber blog liao le.. iish either ii go out play until very late reach home.. or ii work come home late.. hmm.. lately.. bein good bah.. go to sch.. very sianx.. heex.. durin math lesson.. ii will sleep de.. hahax.. well.. miie now gort a very good korkor.. hahax.. den he gort a very nice wife.. kekex.. sianx.. haiish.. 18more dae to O level.. sometime.. ii wonder.. am ii really ready for it de marhx..?? haiish.. sobx.. ii jux dunch hab the heart to study liao le.. dunch noe why oso.. sobx.. but still.. ii hab to keep on goin.. cos ii promise many ppl.. esp *him.. shoo long neber see him liao le.. but.. heard quite many thing abt him.. ii went back to work le.. sorry ppl.. nort tat ii wan bluff euu all de.. but iish cos ii no $$ liao le.. shoo go back work.. but tat work horx.. shit.. iish all ii can sae.. but oso.. at dere.. ii noe quite alot of fren.. lik irene.. jocelyn.. jason.. danny.. but.. really larhx.. many new peep.. hmm.. stop here le.. wan go sleep le.. nite moii dear lao gong xiaohei.. muackeix.. love euu..

sianx..

2005-09-09T01:19:00.000+08:00

haiish.. so many days neber update le.. hmm.. how iish moii life now..?? thing seems so diff le.. diff ppl.. and diff location.. durin dis few dae.. ii hab grown up.. frm a gal tat dunch noe anything.. now knowin thing tat ii nort suppose to noe.. hmm.. dis few dae at bugis.. wif daddy.. mar.. jonas.. xiao chris.. wei sheng.. li na.. ida.. and many more.. kekex.. thru daddy.. miie and li na and ida jiejie get to noe each other more.. and one important thing.. ii noe alot more abt xiaohei le.. haiish.. all frm mar de.. she wont tell lie de lorx.. tat iish now much ii trust her bah.. dunch noe lei.. ii trust everyone.. until.. unless.. tat person betray miie..

many thing happens.. sobx.. why..?? why muz those tat love miie suffer..?? sobx.. ii really love hiim de.. but.. mar love hiim more den ii do.. dunch ask how ii noe.. ii jux noe lorx.. many diff ppl.. a nice experience.. iish a nice one.. dunch think tat thy ar bad ppl kkZ.. thy ar super nice ppl.. better den those ppl tat ii noe.. *euu should noe who ii sayin bah..* todae went to work.. so funny sia the feelin.. cos.. miie frm mon until wed.. everydae wif them at bugis.. den suddenly w/o them pei.. some more muz do so many thing.. wad the.. so sad.. miss them.. eh.. lolx.. sianx..

went np.. sad.. dunch noe how to express.. it iish so sad.. things change.. so much diff.. frm ii haben leave np.. until ii left.. until ii come back.. 360 degree turn.. kaox.. dun care liao.. ii get to noe another grp of frenx.. ii gort to noe them frm wei sheng tat hong kia de.. ii noe them on tue.. 6sept.. gort young de.. gort old de.. youngest de iish 12yr old nia.. oldest de iish sky.. *wugui..* wo de tian kong.. heex.. he 19.. nort bad.. den all his fren call miie da jie.. stupid lorx.. ass..

haiish.. startin frm dis part.. it iish all abt him.. dear.. ever since ii noe wad happen.. ii neber blame euu.. instead.. im hopin of ur return.. ii love euu more each dae.. but.. thing dunch turn out the way ii wan.. god keep us a distance away.. so far tat ii cant evern see the shadow of euu.. haiish.. why..?? why muz euu lie to huihuii abt miie..?? why lie to miie abt mar de thingy..?? why..?? why so many lan jiao thing..?? euu noe how sad ii was when mar told miie tat the new world order de shirt iish she buy for euu de.. to think tat euu gave it to miie.. it lik.. HELLO!! she gave it to euu.. and euu gave it to miie..?? to think tat ii treat it lik baobei.. ii jux cant stand it.. went mar tell miie abt tat shirt.. ii wanted to take off and buy a new shirt to wear.. why..?? why euu shoo ass de..?? fuck euu larhx.. bluff miie neber mind.. even mar euu oso wan bluff.. really inhuman.. ii cut of tat lian le.. ii neber regret.. ii admit tat ii cut the lian soon aft ii noe the shirt thingy.. but it iish nort co sof it.. den ii cut it de.. ii really dunch noe.. it lik.. ii love hiim so much.. he noe abt it..?? so wad iif he noe..?? he wont gif a damn abt miie anymore le.. haiish.. den talk to mar on the fone.. found out tat so many story tat we tell.. iish so diff lorx.. meanin wad..?? meanin tat.. tat xiaohei iish bluffin us lorx.. haiish.. he jux keep on huntin moii mind.. nth ii do can make hiim get out of moii mind.. every single thing tat ii do.. make miie remind of hiim.. even studyin.. playin games.. listenin to songs..

to mar de..
mar.. even though ii noe euu nort long ago nia.. but.. ii still wan tell euu tat ii alreadi treat euu as moii sistaz le.. ii dunch care whether euu feel tat way anot.. ii oly noe tat.. ii will protect euu frm bad ppl de.. ii wont let ppl hurt euu anymore le.. cos.. euu ar so weak.. ii really hope tat euu can be stronger.. jux now when ii read ur blog.. ii wanted to cry.. haiish.. thing tat euu hab gone thru.. iish 100.. 1000 more painful den euu.. jia you dear.. ii will support euu all the way de..

haiish..

2005-09-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

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dear.. haiish.. jux wan let euu noe.. all dis while.. euu bein on moii mind and soul all dis while.. haiish.. do euu noe how ii felt..?? sobx.. no matter how ii call euu.. or how ii msg euu.. ii jux dunch get a reply frm euu de.. why..?? tot euu sae euu treat miie as ur fren..?? =( den.. ytd.. wit daddy.. went to bugis.. settle smth.. den.. went to drink.. went to can club.. at dere gort darren.. xiao chris.. steven.. and one more ii dunch noe how to spell.. when we reach dere.. gort 2gal keep starin at miie.. told daddy.. den he sae he noe.. fuck lorx.. neber stare b4 ah..?? kaox.. den gort one of them sae tat thy saw xiaohei at starba cafe.. ii was lik.. can ii go and find hiim..?? sobx.. ii really wish to see hiim.. but.. god jux dunch let miie see hiim.. was talkin.. den tat blur xiao chris.. *eh.. ni bu shi xiaohei de ex stead meh..??* ii was lik.. arbo..??!! heex.. he lik tat sae.. make miie felt so worst.. it lik a thousand of needles comin toward moii heart.. and each left behind a deep cut..

xiaoheii.. ii really dunch noe how den euu will return to miie.. and ii will wait de.. ii dunch care.. as for stan.. sorry.. ii still cant forget hiim.. everything in miie.. iish xiaohei.. sorry.. ii really dunch wan euu to wait for miie.. cos ii noe.. no matter how long euu wait.. ii wont return de.. cos.. ii love hiim more den ii love moiiself.. the oly person tat ii will gif a chance to iish xiaohei.. euu wan noe who iish he rite..?? hahax.. dunch think euu will hab the chance.. cos.. even miie.. oso dunch hab the chance to see him again le.. he kuang iish euu.. he iish the most wonderful guy ii ever met.. it iish those prince in storybook.. yesh.. he iish tat good okiex.. to miie.. and to moii fren.. he iish moii mr ritex.. and ii shall let it cont to be.. every one of the photo tat euu took.. will be wif miie.. as long as ii live.. ii lurbe euu..

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2005-08-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

]] haiish [[

hmm.. im bloggin again.. or not later ppl ask miie update.. let see.. tiis few dae.. not a berii good daex for miie bah.. almost everydae aft work.. ii go drink.. den drink until ii drank.. den.. some more the next dae gort sch de.. haiish.. duno lah.. jux too many thingy happen.. first iish chris de.. den now iish casper.. ya.. guys prob again.. and.. as far as im concern.. ii wont get into another relationship de.. until and unless.. xiaohei come back to miie.. or ii really forget hiim le.. *which iish impossible..* heard tat he wan take private.. dear.. please.. dun study ahlf way.. den dun wan study liao.. iif euu really go study.. please please.. wake up in time.. dun lik last time.. ur mummy wake eu up lik siao.. still cant wake up.. erm.. gort workshop.. iish kinda funny one.. ii tot was lik serious de.. who noe.. it fun lahx.. but iit last 2dae nia.. den some more iish 8 to 6.30.. ii cried jux now.. den pw was lik askin.. why so many ppl cryin.. ii wanted to ans her.. who noe.. mayb cos many thing bah.. example.. not oly ii cry.. ii cried iish cos of him.. as usual.. den nurul cried oso.. cos of her future stuff de thingy.. jason cried oso.. duno why.. den todae mic and joc todae sad sad de.. dun think ii duno.. aniway.. thx gal for hearin miie out.. den.. x.huii and peiyin.. thx euu oso.. thx for the RECYCLED tissue.. wahahax..

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2005-08-20T12:30:00.000+08:00

okiex.. let see.. whr should ii start.. so long neber blog le..

todae.. wake up at 11plus.. hahax.. pig horx.. now watchin superstar.. listenin to them sing tong hua.. haiish.. wan cry le.. make miie rem of xiaohei.. cos.. he sing tis song to miie.. how ii wish tat time can be reverse.. ii wan go back to him.. no matter wad.. he really meant alot to miie.. love hiim so much.. dear.. will eu come back to miie..?? ii really wan eu.. but.. ii noe.. eu wont return le.. no matter wad.. slowly lettin eu go..??!! oso chattin wif alvin.. tot of it.. todae a tired dae.. hope tat nth will go wrong bah when ii work.. workin 3 to closin lei.. siao liao..

2o aug-> hmm.. im retakin moii chi.. good luck to miie kkZ.. den.. ii gonna stop moii work soon.. mayb workin on thurs.. fri.. sat.. and sun.. cannot work everydae le lah.. can die de.. iish lik everydae sleep in class.. no energy sia.. ke lian de wo.. haiish.. math again.. kaox.. duno wad to do.. xhuii sae moii blog no paragraph.. dere eu go lah ai hui.. heex.. =X bleahx.. sianx.. thx eu all so much.. mitch.. still rem wad ii told eu when ii ran away frm home tat time..?? abt ii finally noe who iish moii true fren le.. rem..?? hmm.. duno lorx.. it lik.. she doin it again.. sobx.. duno worx..

19aug-> was workin.. 6 to 11.. den the cal oso workin.. okiex lah.. sae her until lik beri chio likat.. hmm.. she not a bad gal.. heex.. many thing happened sia.. eh.. serve wrong table.. ii noe which table izit.. but ii went to the wrong one.. duno wad's wrong wif miie.. when ii takin 3glass of coke.. 3ugene sort of bang into miie.. den ii spill the drinks over.. omg.. the place.. siao liao.. den neber mind.. awhile later.. ii take the marble cheese cake.. cal sort of bang miie oso.. the cake drop.. kaox.. shag.. so many things happen.. luckily no1 scold miie lik hell.. the whole dae.. duno lorx.. b4 work.. ii went to sch again.. cos of npcc thingy.. when ii inside np room.. den ii rem moii apron neber bring.. gosh.. called andrew.. heng he lend miie.. blur sia miie.. when ii leave the room.. ii walk half way.. den ii rem.. moii hp at np room.. den ii go back again.. kaox.. cb.. duno lei.. not moii usual self..

18aug-> not workin todae.. den peii jie go far east touch up tattoo.. nice sia.. alvin oso gort go.. tot he will go watch movie wif us.. but halfway thru.. hiis fren call hiim.. den he peii them le.. sobx.. den miie.. jie.. beck dear.. went watch the maid.. heex.. den ii found out tat the grp dere.. gort one iish alvin lik de.. =( neber mind.. lalalax.. the show nice lorx.. even though it frm the mediacrop.. but.. abit singaporean eng lei.. kekex.. den aft tat.. went long john eat.. stupid staff.. stupid manager.. wan complain..

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hmm..

2005-08-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

(^(Oo)^) laopo lUrbE (-(ll)-*) laogong _*184]]

eh.. update moii blog.. erm.. bein busy for the past few daes.. gort moii O level chi result.. not expected.. duno wad to do.. den on mon durin our EPL.. ii actually show moii attitude to lee wee chee sia.. really lorx.. for wad do so much of revision when end up not gettin the result tat eu wan.. sobx.. really.. anything ii wan cry de iish.. so many thing happen.. jux gort back to moii long lost jie.. but.. smth happen to her.. sad.. cried and cried.. den work oso jialat.. moii pay.. argh.. tiis mth de.. ii dun hab.. muz wait until next mth de 15 den can take.. ke lian de wo.. hmm.. duno why.. but ii seem to love andy lau de song.. those tat ii hear le oso neber go hear again de song.. now ii dig out all the song.. sad.. sad.. the song all so sad.. especially the canto song.. not all noe the reason why.. but.. haiish.. ya.. cos of hiim.. and hiim again.. doin stupid thing again.. izit worth it..?? sobx.. ii duno.. ii jux cont to wait.. but.. ii noe the other person will be sad.. ii noe eu visited moii blog.. and ii do visit urs oso.. haiish.. sorry.. but.. ii really cant forget hiim still.. so many thing.. so similar.. duno wad kind of lifestyle ii wan.. it lik.. everydae.. mornin.. study.. sleep in class more den ii awake.. den aft tat.. go work.. slack until ii song den go home.. den at home online and tok on hone until ii happy liao.. den go sleep.. everydae iish the same.. kaox.. really lorx.. iif he iish wif miie.. things will be damn diff.. and ii can assure tat.. 100%.. cos.. he iish full of surprise and stupid ideas.. dear.. jux wan let eu noe.. im still waitin for eu.. im waitin for eu.. im waitin for the love tat ii long wanted.. iim waitin for the love tat belong to miie to come back.. im sure iit will return de.. jux a matter of time nia.. but.. lik wad suzhen jie sae.. until and unless he start talkin to miie.. dere will be no chance of bein his fren.. and the beri first step to get hiim back iish to be hiis close fren.. den frm dere.. slowly develop.. even dear de mum oso noe ii still waitin.. kaox.. (-(ll)-*).. ur mummy oso noe ii waitin ferr eu.. dun tell miie eu duno..??

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haiish

2005-08-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

haiish~

wad can ii sae.. eh.. many thing happened.. be it workin or personal stuff.. it make miie wanna cry.. duno why.. nowaday.. things jux make miie wan cry.. den the day before.. was not feelin well.. vomited quite a number of times.. den ytd went bugis.. meet kantan.. surprisely.. gab was dere too.. duno wad for kantan ask hiim out oso.. duno lah.. ii cried dere.. paiseh sia.. haiish.. ii miss hiim.. duno why.. ii wan let go.. but.. something jux stop miie.. smth jux keep on askin miie to wait.. and mayb tat something iish xiaohei de words.. he ask miie to wait for hiim.. he ask miie to tell all those ppl who jio miie tiish.. "sorry.. im waitin for some1.." tat wad he wan miie to tell them.. and ii did sae tat.. haiish.. dear.. eu ask miie to say tat for fun or wad..?? really hope tat lik wat eu sae.. eu will come back to miie by the end of tis year.. haiish.. sobx.. but ii think iit iish impossible de liao le.. sobx.. xiaohei.. jux wan eu to noe.. tat no matter wad and who iim wif.. ii will tell them tat ii lik them oly.. ii will tell them tat the one ii love iish oly eu.. xiaohei.. and nobody can replace eu.. cos ii love eu..

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2005-08-07T13:03:00.000+08:00

haiiSh.. life iish so unfair.. why izit tat innocent ppl get hurt.. ii really dun wan to hurt eu anymore.. eu understand mah stan.. eu ar really too good for miie.. far too good.. lik ii sae.. all of moii ex.. iish either ah beng.. or those who got record de.. haiish.. im not a good person.. it not wad eu think ii am.. ii really cant forget xiaohei.. ii refuse and dun wan to let hiim go.. ii can tell the whole world tat ii love hiim.. and even die for the sake of hiim.. tat iish how much ii love hiim.. sorry.. the berii first step tat ii took.. iish wrong le.. ii dun wan to oso.. now tat it happen.. haiish.. ii really so sorry.. dun mean it de.. ii wanted to tell eu.. dun love miie.. cos.. no matter wad.. moii heart will be wif xiaohei le.. he iish all tat ii need.. w/o hiim.. iish lik hell in hell.. or even.. worse den hell.. wad eu see.. iish oly the outer of miie.. and iit iish all fake out de.. tryin to be guai in front of eu.. haiish.. but.. very xin ku.. cos.. im not tat kind of guai kia.. really.. haiish.. sobx.. he really mean alot to miie.. so iish lik.. no matter who sae wad or do wad.. nth can change moii thinkin de.. unless.. and until.. he return.. ii really hope for hiis return.. seriously.. when im wif eu.. everything jux flash back.. ii rem how he love miie.. and how he care for miie.. and noe wad.. wad he do.. iish actually 1000times more wad eu do.. tat iish how much he love miie oso.. ii duno how to explain.. he iish the one in moii life.. and ii am sure abt tat.. suzhen ask miie dun wait.. she iish his sis.. even the sis say it not worth it.. but.. mayb im stubborn or wad.. but.. im jux blind by love.. even though the time iish short.. but.. 2mth.. to miie.. iit seem lik 2yr.. verii sweet.. and ii felt love every sec.. ii duno why ii am tellin eu all tiish lah.. but.. really.. read ALL moii entries.. and eu will noe how much he meant to miie le..

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[[`` haiiSh]]

2005-07-31T12:04:00.000+08:00

eh.. sobx.. duno wad ii thinkin.. ytd.. forgot to sae smth.. stan de fren ayub told see jun tis -> iif he really lik eu.. den he wont wan to enter ur life so quickly.. he would nid to understand eu better first.. ii was lik.. omg.. den ii tot of wad happen btwn miie and xiaohei.. iit sort of truth lah.. den jux now wake up ard 9plus.. in between got jie and vincent de call and msg.. ii wan sleep.. hehex.. ii msg stan.. aft some chat.. thing turn out bad.. out of nth.. ii ask hiim why he lik miie so much.. den he sae he lik moii smile and moii sweetness.. it not tat ii dun lik... but.. eu mux noe.. ii dun buy sweet talk le.. aft so many thing happen.. im really bored of sweet talk.. to miie.. sweet talk can be listen.. but cannot be thinked.. cos.. sweet talk kill miie once.. every of moii ex sae ii very sweet and nice.. but.. wad the outcome..?????? im hurt at the end lorx.. and ii hate tat.. sorry stan.. eu muz noe.. ii wont hide anything frm eu iif eu ask miie.. ii really scare to get into another relation.. cos.. ii scare ii might get hurt again.. the last relationship tat ii hab.. iish a sweet and wonderful one.. even though it hurts.. to sae the truth.. im thinkin abt hiim.. and tis thing ii wont hide frm eu.. iif eu dun lik it and stop contactin miie.. den ii really got nth to sae lorx.. 9more dae to our 4mth anni le.. wish eu were here.. but.. ii noe it iish impossible de.. ppl ask mie to stop waitin and stop thinkin abt eu.. ii tried le.. tryin all the while by keepin moiiself busy so tat ii got no time to think of anything.. sobx.. haiish.. duno lah.. ii noe dere isih no hope le.. but.. how can ii get eu out of moii life..?? ii dun wan to make stan feel tat ii hab hiim as a sub.. it not bein fair to hiim lorx.. haiish.. so.. jux get out of moii life.. and ii neber intend to hab ue as a sub kkZ stan.. eu bein wantin to come to moii blog.. but ii duno whether hab eu visited le mah.. so iish lik.. even iif eu hab.. ii really got nth to hide frm eu.. really..

hapPY~

2005-07-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

hmm.. miie change blogskin le.. hope eu all love it kkZ.. click on the bottom rite hand de words and pic to see.. wahahax.. eh.. let see.. hmm.. todae in the mornin.. wake up ard 8.. stan sms miie ard 7.55am.. hahax.. msg miie even b4 ii wake up.. heex.. den change and when interchange ard 8.20am.. something happen.. when ii Q.. guess who ii saw.. weelee.. alex.. kim guan.. yi chong.. adam.. benedict.. and many more sia.. wad the.. it lik.. omg~ saw them almost everydae iin sch.. now even wan go sentosa oso see them.. haiiyo.. hehex.. miit stan at sentosa.. hehex.. he gave miie a pink rose.. nice sia.. kekex.. den got cedele de cake.. 2diff de cheese cake.. nice worx.. hahax.. den we to palawan.. ii tot tat thy will go siloso beach.. but who noe.. saw them in palawan lorx.. diaox lei.. actualli wan go to dig up the "treasure" elaine hide de.. but.. got a big grp of ppl dere.. den sian diao.. more sian de iish it rain lorx.. wad the fook.. last week oso likat sia.. kaox.. ass.. went 7-11 to bi yu.. saw last week de guyx.. thy rem miie.. one of them ask miie tot ii got work how come still here.. ii tell him ii off.. heex.. rain smaller le.. we went to ps.. go find jie.. baby not dere again lei.. shit.. tot can see her.. den aft tat.. went pasta find see jun.. she iish moii new fren.. actualli iish stan de fren.. he intro miie de.. hahax.. den meinando came along.. hahax.. aft tat.. went to lucky plaza de mambo play pool.. stan arhx.. paiseh.. not ii dun wan play.. iish ii paiseh lorx.. so many ppl dere.. hahax.. den got one more malay de guy ayub came.. hiis fren oso lai de.. yandao.. hehex.. not bad lah tat grp of frenx.. lalalax.. lolx.. reach home ard 6.30pm likat.. was out the whole mornin.. tired.. but happy.. bleahx.. secret recipe call miie.. thy ask miie mon go down start work le.. frm 4 to 10.. stan neber work on mon.. hehex.. take care everyone..

wahahax..

2005-07-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

eh.. hmm.. mrs faizal today neber come.. tat peiyin sae she oso lik her.. song den come.. not song dun come.. lolx lei.. heex.. first period iish history.. was sleepin away.. den hui and wen thy doin math.. pei fu.. den the whole dae not bad.. sms stan ard 10plus.. he wake up liao.. wahahax.. durin math lesson.. tat the part tat iish sucky le.. duno how to do.. can sae dun wan think and lazy to do.. it lik.. ii see the qns.. all ii duno how to do de.. den tat pull miie down the the lowest point le.. haiish.. den stare at the paper hopin time to pass fast.. mic wanted to teach miie.. sorry.. not ii dun wan to learm.. but the thing iish tat.. dere iish already no hope for miie in math le.. haiish.. sobx.. can say ii wan drop math bah.. but ii oly got 6sub.. iif ii drop.. den how..?? haiish.. SORRY MIC.. paiseh.. aft sch went straight home wiif hui.. heex.. aft tat got home.. slack until 2.. went to cwp wiif moii bro.. shop until 4.. den went to find jie.. aft tat went to PS.. ii got the job le.. can say quite happy bah.. cos david sae moii smile very sweet.. heex.. eh.. got a job at pS.. thx to eugene.. thx.. heex.. but will be tirin lorx.. wahahax.. duno moii mood now..

wahahax..

2005-07-29T21:42:00.000+08:00

kekex..

2005-07-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

todae arhx.. nth much bah.. found a nwe job at bishan.. workin at haagen dazs.. heex.. bleahx.. duno lei.. sobx.. duno wan be happy or wad.. many yandao at junction8 norhx.. shuai.. heex.. so many stupid things happen.. ii cried in the public.. thinkin of eu again.. haiish.. can some1 tell miie wad should ii do..?? dear.. ii now workin le.. more freedom le.. will eu come back to miie..?? will eu come back to miie tiis way..?? think ii will lead a stressful life.. w/o eu ard.. chiongster bah.. and addicted to alcohol.. haiish.. tat the best way ii can think to forget hiim bah.. now chattin wiif nobody.. waitin for sha gua to online.. he very cute.. look lik sly lei.. heex..

lUrbE waS nEbEr mOii..

2005-07-25T19:46:00.000+08:00

haiish~ so long neber update le.. many many thing had happened.. so many.. all came at one time.. found tat life iish so meaningless.. sobz.. recently.. noe a guy call vin.. eh.. he iish JJ frenx.. quite a nice guy.. den iish lik.. alomst everydae.. we will meet up together de.. the sad part iish.. he got a stead le.. hahax.. =X so wad..?? actually.. the most sad thing iish not tiish.. it happen on sun.. adelene *(m3iix) cor miie.. den tell miie got a gal call gekling find her trouble.. den ii corr hUihuii.. ask her smth.. later.. she ask miie call her hP.. conference seh.. was wiif xiaohEi.. omg.. moii heart iish breakin.. deep down miie.. ii feel lk killin moiiself.. try thinkin.. a guy tat eu lik.. wif another gal.. some more iish ur rival.. wad will eu do iif eu were miie..?? den hUihuii call xiaohei darlin.. shit.. fo lorx.. haiish.. cant take it.. at tat point of time.. ii wan scold them and cry.. but.. haix.. hUihuii later ask miie iif ii still lik xiaohei.. den iish lik askin the obvious lorx.. noe ii still lik hiim.. den still act in front of miie.. call hiim darlin some more.. wad make miie even more heart pain iish tat she tell miie tat thy will FOREVER be gan lao gong and lao po.. and xiaohEi will FOREVER call her baobei.. argh! can some1 tell miie wad should ii do..?? moii feelin haben fade.. ppl bein tellin to gif hiim up.. but ii cant lorx.. haiish.. ii wan to tell the world tat ii love hiim.. iit iish a fact.. a fact tat would neber be change.. somehow.. no guy can replace hiim lorx.. even iif ii got stead.. tat person cant hab all moii love.. becos.. ii LOVE XIAOHEI.. ii noe iit iish toopid lorx.. dear.. ii wont forget wad eu told miie de.. eu ask miie to tell those ppl who jio miie.. tell them tat ii waitin for eu.. ii will do it de.. until one dae.. eu really gif up on miie.. until dere iish really really no hope.. or not.. ii wont gif up de.. no matter how much eu hate miie lorx.. ke lian de miie.. other den hiim.. so many things happen.. family prob.. ii willing to do anything jux for the sake for money.. money iish wat ii nid now.. haiish.. sobx.. sobx.. dear.. miss eu.. 1mth 16days w/o eu..

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haish~

2005-07-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

erm.. tis few days neber update.. wanted to.. but.. haish.. 2days ago.. moii bday.. 3days ago i cried.. i broke up wif hiim le.. he sae ii neber lik hiim b4.. wad the.. den for wad ii patch wif eu..?? sad.. aiya.. duno lah.. many things happen.. sad.. i was scolded by xiaohei.. haish.. really iish moii fault.. shouldnt hab say anithing abt eu and miie.. or not eu wont end up HATIN miie le.. eu say eu will hate miie till the time eu ar gone..?? ur jiejie say moii tears not worth eu.. sorry.. things got out of hand ii guess bah.. den jux got to noe a guy frm nan yang.. he call casey.. sort of yandao and cute bah.. but.. not really in the mood to noe hiim.. so jie.. dun worry.. he is urs.. hahax..

eh..

2005-07-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ytd neber update blog.. was chattin wif vincent frm rss.. hmm.. chat until quite late.. cried last nite.. haish.. btw.. happy bday sin hwee.. heex.. 15july-> happy bday to miie.. 16july->happy bday to xiaohei.. sunny.. 19july->happy bday to ben.. 21july-> happy bday to angela.. mitCh.. 23july-> happy birthday to baobei nu er.. so many ppl de birthday.. haish.. today.. not much thing happen.. jux tat durin LCD.. ivan lee came to our class.. by the time i go to class.. was already half a period gone.. cos nad sort of fainted again.. i pei her all the way down to the sick bay.. to sae the truth.. i was scare.. i scare tat instead of makin thing get better.. i do the other way round.. but.. luckily enuff.. i manage to overcome it.. heex..

hehex..

2005-07-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

hmm.. very tired.. jux came back frm class.. many stupiid things happen.. heex.. korkor go tell got ghost.. den make so many ppl believe.. ass.. hahax.. wad to do.. he make it sound so real.. hahax.. bleahx.. tis month so many ppl de bdae... got SQ kor de bdae.. got sin hwee de.. got sunny de.. got lex diDi de.. got mitCh de.. got baobei nu er de.. sianx.. and last of all.. got xiaohei de.. haish.. wonderin..

eh..

2005-07-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. todae whole day quite okiex.. not bad.. first 2periods is pe.. run 2rd insde sch.. and 2rd outside sch.. den later tat play volley ball.. found out tat was a nice game aft i noe how to play le.. play until hand blue black.. aft tat is chem.. stuppid kor and weelee.. act out mr tan and ms lim holdin hand.. funni worx.. luff.. den ish 2 periods of ss.. siao sia.. got so many work to do.. cos moii workbook is blank de.. so new.. envy..?? dun nid.. ii do until hand pain.. sian.. chi so sian.. duno wad to do.. actually plan wat to do le.. tot of goin back home to play com de.. but *she* sms miie.. ask miie pei her go cwp.. den since ii neber go aniwhr.. i pei *her lorx.. saw ah hui.. wen.. diana.. and qing ling oso.. den outside power9.. lik illegal gatherin likat sia.. got fatin.. moii boiboi.. and later part got yan hao.. np gatherin..?? hahahx.. funny.. saw xavier.. heex.. yan dao.. guess wad.. i saw JJ.. wow.. saw vincent oso.. the one tat scolded miie when i break wif him tat time.. ass.. was lik.. wtf.. but actuall he quite nice.. JJ tattoo horx.. omg.. i wan put more.. aft tat.. went home lorx.. very sian oso lei.. lazy to do math.. dear.. jia you.. got wad eu wan le.. best sports woman.. happy..?? hahax..

haish..

2005-07-10T19:06:00.000+08:00

sian.. today damn bored.. nth to do.. sobx.. duno wad actuall i wan in moii life.. no1 to guide miie thru.. sobx.. 1mth 1 dae.. wonder how am ii goin to go thru.. sobx.. tell miie how can.. i noe eu got stead le.. but.. i noe.. sooner or later eu all goin to break de.. but so wad if eu all break le.. eu wont come back to miie de.. haish.. duno whether eu will come moii blog again mah.. jux wan tell eu.. no matter wad ii do.. rem wad ii sae to eu b4.. wadeva i sae.. i will neber break it de.. not lik eu.. haish.. sianx.. paiseh if i neber reply anybody de sms.. bill chor sia.. hmm.. tmr got pe.. sure die de.. den horz.. got math.. die.. more worse.. kena send out de.. confirm de.. sad.. den horx.. todae found out tat some1 broke his promise oso.. sae dun wan put tattoo le.. den still put so many somemore.. sad.. sad.. haish..

bOriN..

2005-07-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

hihi.. got miss miie mah..?? hahax.. so long neber update le.. cos comp spoil.. but.. heex.. comp come todae.. heex.. not really a good dae for miie bah.. guess wad.. todae ish miie and hiim de 3rd mth.. *(provided tat we ar still together..) haish.. duno wad to sae lorx.. bUt.. anyway.. all the best to eu and her.. dun break her heart kkx.. dun lik the feelin lah.. but.. wad to eu.. since eu and miie ar not meant to be together.. den.. might as well accept the fact tat eu ar gone.. i saw kok yong tis afternoon.. surprise.. he went in ns a month ago.. wad happen.. ask hiim urself.. sianx.. missin all moii sistaz.. hahax.. take kaires everyone..

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2005-06-22T16:31:00.000+08:00

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